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IMPORTANTE. [04 Jul 2005|06:24am]
[ mood | complacent ]

SO, since i've had this livejournal for nearly year... I've decided that it would be nice to change things up a bit... So add my new lj [info]stephani_tha_og. thanks♥.

don't look so sad

join this community. [29 Jun 2005|04:09pm]
[ mood | weird ]

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oh 5 don't look so sad

i guess you can only blame fate [17 Jun 2005|07:41pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Really now...

friends cut [11 Jun 2005|04:59pm]
[ mood | bored ]

yes...so im doing a friends cut. if i delete you and you want back on you just say the word.

oh 10 don't look so sad

do it [12 Apr 2005|12:01am]
[ mood | bored ]

post comments... anything you want annonymously, and leave how ever many comments you want.

oh 12 don't look so sad

pictures...cause im bored [04 Mar 2005|01:53pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

so you know that youre never on your own... )

oh 11 don't look so sad

sometimes i wish i could be the one fish that you chose out of all in the sea [04 Mar 2005|01:50pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

um..im bored.

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OMG! [01 Mar 2005|11:23pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

There's a hellogoodbye show next thursday! And I wanna go soooooo bad! Its in tucson! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#$#@%$#^#%$^%$^

oh 2 don't look so sad

I DIDNT MEAN TO POST IT! when i did..so if you looked at this already, look at it again... [27 Feb 2005|10:48pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I REALLY LIKE COMMENTS!!!
pictures! )

oh 16 don't look so sad

lay the blame on luck [30 Jan 2005|10:00pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I made a new livejournal to put song lyrics in. Add it if you want to.

[info]_theblameonluck

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woohoo livejournal is back up! [15 Jan 2005|06:04pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Its about that time for a friends cut...Comment if you want to stay. There are people that are staying, but I just dont feel like naming them.

oh 15 don't look so sad

. [14 Jan 2005|02:42pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

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oh 9 don't look so sad

you'll always be my konstantine [13 Jan 2005|08:58pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams

And you tell me
That it's over
But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, could you let me go

and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But dammit you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
It's just this guilt has got the best of me

And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

Konstantine came walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And i've been thinking, and i've thinking, no
But she's been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And i was thinking, what i was thining ya know
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
It's hard to like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
you thought this song meant

And if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
And all the things i put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine

They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No

This is to a girl who got into my head
with all these pretty things she did
Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things I did
Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine

Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said,
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you

God, I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room
Cause this is what i miss, what i miss
We don't have much room
I said, does anyboy need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

My Konstantine

oh 4 don't look so sad

gah [13 Jan 2005|02:41am]
[ mood | bored ]

Im so bored. I dont think i've ever been this bored in my whole entire life. If boredom could kill, i'd be dead. Eeeeeeeuuuuuuuuggggggggggghhhhhh.

don't look so sad

its that loving sound [12 Jan 2005|10:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

So...I have noticed a new trend...Saying something or someone is better than you, or yours, etc. Hmmmm. Seen that a lot today. This entry has no real significase(sp?), but im bored.

don't look so sad

ah haaaa [12 Jan 2005|01:55pm]
[ mood | blah ]

So. Obviously I didnt go to school today. Or maybe no one noticed. Whatever. I dont cizare. hahahahaha. I didnt feel like sitting through an hour an and a half of world history, drama, and english. Tomorrow is photography, math, and earth science. I dont mind those as much. Except for math. You know...Anyway. Bleh. I dont like late start days. I like half days better. Yesterday was boring. Um..All I did was go to school, and play dance dance revolution. Because I am just that cool. And I have a life. *sarcasm* hah. My legs hurt...Oh, I talked to Heather last night. Yeah.

don't look so sad

hmm [11 Jan 2005|01:27am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

holler )

So...Today was weird. Everything was either bad, or just fine. I cried this morning because I hate my body, and I also dont like my new hair cut because it looks stupid. Anyway. Came to school. Its crowded over where I sit in the morning now. I dont like it. Last semester it wasnt so crowded. God. I hate my world history class. I miss having it fourth hour. Eugh. Photography was okay, but boring for the most part, because we had to do this career finder thing. I didnt do the worksheet, cause I just didnt feel like it. Im sure its not for a grade. I did that last year anyway. Drama was okay. I thought Gabe kissed Nathan for the improv..Thats what everyone made it sound like, but I didnt see cause they were on the ground. Math was...I dont know. It kind of bugs me that hes in there, and it bugs me when he has to walk past my desk, and it bugs me when he has to walk back. Also when he looks back for no reason at all. Or maybe im wrong..Probably. Eh. Oh my goodness. It makes me think about him. That class. Cause hes in there. I just start remembering things. Uh..Anyway. Lunch was okay. English was interesting today, and Earth science was easy. I really dont have anything to write about, so...I guess that writing about school would be appropriate? Im bored, and I need something to do. Oh. I got my christmas presents from my parents today. Its a little late, but I dont mind. Going to california for christmas was kinda pricey. You know? Yeah. I got a play station two. Dance Dance Revolution Extreme. And a redoctane dance pad. Its exciting. I was falling asleep on the couch watching tv with my mom, and she made me go in my room. It was only six, but I was tired. I just woke up at 12 something. I wanted to play ddr, but I think I might have did something to the play station. I meant to restart it, because I put the memory card it...But I opened the one part instead. Err. Maybe thats not it. I hope I didnt break it. Hmm. I didnt have the memory card in when I was playing it earlier, and I lost all of my characters, and new songs. I like dance dance revolution ultramix 2, but they only have that for xbox. They should make it for playstation. I guess the one I have is fine, but I like the other one better. It has more songs, and you dont have to start all over again after three songs EVERY time. After your three songs are over you have to pick all of the options again. Or if you fail one of them it makes you start everything over. I cant figure out how to work the work out mode. You have to restart it just to get out of the party mode. It gets aggravating I guess. I feel sick to my stomach. I dont think I am gonna go back to sleep tonight. Eugh. Gay. So..*Someone* has a crush on me. I think Stephanie was talking about who I think. The person Eric told me about. God. I know too many Stephanie's. Except not, cause I only have two friends named that. God. haha. Oh man..Its not so cold now, and that makes me pretty happy. Im tired of the weather. I want it to get warm. I really dont like cold weather. Really. I dont. Im really really bored, and I want to play ddr. Cause I am that cool. Japanese people are brilliant. They made up that game, you know. ha. I remember last week, me and Christine were talking about ddr..And she said we should make a petition so theyll put one in the mall. ha. That would be too exciting. I remember when I was in California when me, brittney, mike, and melissa went to go see meet the fockers me and mike were gonna go act like we were really playing..but just move really fast to make it look like where really good. That would have been exciting, but it just never happened. I should call Brittney soon, to see how she is. I havent called her since i've been back. I should call Heather too. I need tacks. I want another calender too. I dont know what kind I want, but im sure ill figure it out. mmhmm. Well...This entry is just about nothing at all. So. I guess ill go.

oh 2 don't look so sad

bleh. bored. [09 Jan 2005|02:38am]
[ mood | blank ]

on your computer's music player thingy hit shuffle/random and put the first 15 songs down no matter how embarrassing it is.
1. Catch 22 "wine stained lips"
2. No Doubt "spiderwebs"
3. Emery "the secret"
4. Sublime "chick on my tip"
5. Commander Venus "pennsylvania made you sick"
6. No Doubt "dont speak"
7. Blink 182 "the rock show"
8. Saves The Day "the last lie i told"
9. A Billion Ernies "fill me up"
10. Eve Six "heres to the night"
11. Sublime "superstar"
12. Sublime "summertime"
13. Sublime "no woman no cry"
14. Eminem "cleaning out my closet"
15. Catch 22 "day in day out"
16. Madonna "like a virgin"
17. Ryan Cabrera "on the way down"
18. Commander Venus "my other car is a spaceship"
19. Sublime "caress me down"
20. No Doubt "dont speak"
21. Wheatus "teenage dirtbag"
22. Neutral Milk Hotel "the king of carrot flowers"
22. Reel Big Fish "britney spears cover"
23. Bob Marley "no woman no cry"
24. Keepsake "one season too late"
25. Sublime "santeria"

okay...so i did 10 more. im really bored, and trying to keep my mind off of things. ive been listening to a lot of sublime lately. for some reason. hah.

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hes in the back of your mind all of the time...learn to forget. [09 Jan 2005|02:27am]
[ mood | crushed ]

God. I cant believe this. I just broke down...I just realized that I have been LYING to myself the whole time...

ps. im hungry.

oh 2 don't look so sad

ill be foreva mackin!!!!!!!!!!!!1 [09 Jan 2005|12:33am]
[ mood | crappy ]

guesssss whats under the cut... )

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